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|| The stars shone for me || Another challenging day of statistics lesson... Man, I'm just simply not cut out to do this subject. Harish was like rumbling through the lesson as if he was rushing to God-knows-where and all I managed to do was to copy all that was written on the board without much understanding. Even that was incomplete since his was teaching (if that's what he's doing) so fast that before I could finished copying, he simply rubbed it off the board and went to the next area!! I know I'm a slow writer/copier/learner, but that was still way too fast for me... But then again, he is a good teacher and is very patient with the class. Probably, and most likely, it’s just me being an idiot in this subject...and many others too...
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9:33 PM
I can finally look into the screen for some time without pain in the eyes, with the help of sunglasses... It had been terrible for me for the past 3 days. It first started with a sore right eyes on Monday, where there is excessive discharge. Woke up on Tues morning with the eyes hardly being able to open due to the discharge. Scared the hell on of me. When to polyclinic and was given 3 days MC. Later that day, went to Lau Pa Sa to celebrate Evvone's birthday with Lydia. A simple meal but its sure is full of memories... Just like the good' ol days when we were all classmates.
On Wed, things started to worsen. Mum also kanna infected by me and I started to have fever. 38 deg plus... I thought I'm dying soon. Feel so weak in the body and the eyes were so damn painful. Wasn't able go to go for the Friday Renderzvous practice, and from what I feel, I'm most likely gonna miss the actual thing itself. Great disappointment really. Had been practicing hard with the Phinz and yet I was able to perform with them. Was really touched when Phinz said they will dedicate their performance for me. Celebrate bro's birthday later in the night. Since we can't go out due to Mum and I condition, we ordered Canadian Pizza instead....
Woke up this morning with my eyes less swollen but still red. Fever haven't subside and still feeling very weak. Haven't been going to school and I'm so lagging behind... and assignment and presentation is due on Monday... Wonder how on earth am I going to finish on time...
Being reading Leona's blog prior to this... Coughing with blood in phlegm!! Due to my own sickness and inability to look into computer, I didn't know she is suffering too... Will give her a call or something to see how later to see how she is doing... Hope it is not something too serious..
Many thanks to Leona, Red, Lydia Mursh and JG who have been sending your regards one time or another throughout my ordeal. Your concerns has been my greatest strength in battling on.
5:58 PM
Today presentation went pretty smoothly, bar the fact the Carine was absent and Lydia had to cover her for her. Can't believe she can be late for such a important day!! Must be having too much fun yesterday celebrating her birthday yesterday!! When she finally contacted Lydia, in which the presentation was already over, we suggested to her to take MC instead. Think its better for her to be 'sick and ill' than to be late. At least it makes her explaination to Mdm so much easier. Making up stories to Mdm seems a bit over-board, but I guessed we hardly any choice...
Couldn't hand up the report though... I have to come back home and do some amendments to the report 'cause there are so many ridiculous sentences, no thanks to Lydia's mindless copy and paste 'strategy'. My fault too, for not checking it thoroughly yesterday... Karama for being lazy...
And as I'm working through the report, my eyes suddenly got sore and red, with a lot of discharge coming out of my right eyes. A bit scared, hope it is not an infection and will be able to clear up after a night sleep. Tomorrow there is still the stupid Statistics lesson and, more importantly, celebrating Evvone's birthday with Lydia at Lau Pa Sa. I really don't want to miss tomorrow activity because of a dumb eye infection.
12:43 AM
Kaoz!! After leaving for my group project, half way from my destination, hp rang and the other end of the operator told me I've just been mobilised and has to report back to my camp!! I was so cursing and swearing!! Of all times, the stupid cocked-up SAF choose this moment to mobilise me!!
So I've no choice but to go back home and change into my No-4 and report back to camp. Luckily dad was at home and was able to fetch me to my camp and then send me to Lydia's house for project. Can't believe they made me go all the way back to camp just to scan my 11B and sign on the attendance sheet. What a waste of tax-payers money and time!! The only good part is I was able to meet some old army pals. Saw Alvin there and, my god, he is thinner than when he was in army!! Not just thin, its extremely thin. Thought he contacted some serious illness... He still have the cheek to tell me he already grow a bit fatter compared to weeks earlier!! Kaoz, so thin I almost cannot recognised him.
Went to Lydia's house and complete the project. Can't believe that I'm the one who has not slept due to clubbing at Oynx but its Carine and Janice who look like they haven't slept for days. Especially Janice, she looked half-dead when the project was finally completed and have to hail a cab home. At least I knew Carine will be awake once she start to K later with Amanda, Johnson and Nelson. And of course, Happy Birthday Carine!! May you be pretty and happy always. So sorry that we have to call you back for project on your birthday. Will celebrate for you tomorrow.
Went through some of Lydia's photographs. Saw a few in which she had taken a photo salon as a memoria. Look so different from her usual self!! I must admit she look so much mature and beautiful in those pictures. So different from her usual happy-go-lucky and cute cute image!! Hmmm, I think anybody who saw those photographs will go 'Wow!!' A different side of Lydia which I had never saw...
9:52 PM
After finally making some progress on my group project, I was able join Leona for trancing at Oynx. I was even able to rush to see the Karaoke Final with Leona, although I was late by the time I reached!! At least I managed to see Hui Hsien performed. Feel so pity for her!! I thought she did pretty well till the moment she forgot her lyrics... Never mind, Hui Hsien!! Like I said, you are the SuperIdol in our Phinz's members' eyes!!
Highlight of the night is of course going to Oynx with Leona and her two kakis, Kelvin and Steven. My god, they are such good dancer, or should I said shuffler!! The night started rather poorly though, with the lousy music and empty dance floor crowd. I almost fall asleep in that environment... The night only started to pick up when the new DJ came. (I think its called Misja, or something like that!! HAHA!!) Whoa!! I simply danced my heart out!! Never knew dancing can be such a effective way of de-stressing for me. Pretty much danced non-stopped till 5.30am. Too bad Kelvin and Steven had to leave earlier. Seeing them dancing was itself a treat. So only me and Leona stayed all the way. And I'm glad I did... the music juz gets better and better as the night goes on. As for how I well I've danced... well... I don't know. Probably looked like a cockster!! Haha!! But who cares man?!?! From what I saw, for every good dancer, there will be ten cocksters on the dance floor swaying their unco-ordinated bodies!! Oh, and Leona danced pretty well too... No wonder she is the Clubbing Queen of SD!! HAHA!! Hope to go again yah! And the next time, we shall grab more friends to join us.
After sending Leona back home, went to meet my parents and have a nice plate of wanton mee... Ahh... real food!! Was really hungry after all the dancing. And as I'm typing this, I just came back home, ready to go out again to finally complete my group project!! Yes, I did not sleep at all. Full of energy man!! I think I'm turning into a freak... Haha!! Of course there is still Chelsea vs Arsenal tonight... and you can bet that I will definitely not gonna miss this match!!
10:23 AM
What a fustrating 24hrs I've gone through!! All started from yesterday night Friday Rendezvous practice. I was so off during that practice; couldn't hit my regular high notes, forget my lyrics, sound flat and not in sync with the rest of the guys... Never being so off before. Don't even know what was wrong and it was so freaking frustating. At least the girls sound really good. The guys are generally off that day, but I seriously felt that I was in the worst condition. AHHHHH!!! Feel like banging my head!!
Then this morning statistic lesson was another struggle. While everyone finished their assignment by the end of the class, I got stuck at and have to redo and redo again and again... In the end still couldn't finished. So decide to go home and complete it. But fate sometime have this strange way of dealing you with an unseen blow... After 4hrs of hard sweat and struggle, when I finally thought I'm through with this statistic nonsense, the stupid programme for some reason did not record my score!! It simply mean all my efforts had gone to waste!! "£$!£@$%"£**!!! Can't believe I have to go through all this crap again!! And coupled that with the lack of progress in our group project, I really gonna burst!! Curse!! Hopefully I've the hit the lowest and things will improve from here...
11:19 PM
Comfirmed!! Blur-Sotong Syndrome is contagious and spreading like wild-fire!! I've most probably caught it from Lydia and I've in-turn spread it to Leona!! I guessed Janice have also caught it since she had apparently cut herself with a can of drink!?!? Heard from her that she had a big fat ugly bandage on her right MIDDLE finger and its itchy and hurt like hell... So who will be the next victim? Stay tuned for more reports... And more those who have not been infected, be AFRAID... BE VERY AFRAID!!
P.S Janice, pls recovered soon and come back to class. Class is simply less lively and quiet without you. And of course, we still have our Marketing assignment to complete!! Don't Kaekae try to escape responsibility!! HAHAHA!! Meantime, rest well and come back to us stronger and wiser.
1:26 AM
The Not 5 Not 6 gang had decided to change our Friday Rendezvous practice to Wed... Truth be told, I'm not really pleased with that change 'cause I will most likely gonna miss my CSI again for the second consecutive week. Damn... I so missed that show!!
Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to receive the amended survey forms from
Just a side-story... Apparently the T-sign celebration made by Henry during the match against
2:39 AM
Had a long conversation on the phone with Germaine last night. For 5hrs til 4am, I think it broke our last record on the phone. She's having a hard time at work (again!!), but hopefully that will provide the spark that will convience her to finally quit that stupid job!! Staying at that lousy job is simply doing more harm than good for her. Her health is getting a beating and her colleagues are bitches, it's amazing that she is able to withstand all these craps and stayed on for such a long time. She badly need a rest and spice up her social life... When will she ever going to find her significant half if she is to continue this dreaded lifestyle?!?! I'm worried for her...
A great day outing with Heng Liong, Choon Guan, Weibin and Roy. Although things didn't turn out as plan, its still a day well-spent. Its has been such a long time since we last met, so glad that the camaderiae spirit that we share is still in evident. How I wish the next time we met will be in some tropical country enjoying our holidays...
Tomorrow is the run-through (or audition, depending who you are listening to...) for the Friday Rendervous. Hopefully everything turns out well... We did not have a decent practice as yet, and I must appluase our courage (or should I say thick-skinned? Unashamed?) to just go for it in such ill-prepared state!!
11:18 PM
Nothing special today... Only a reply email from Mieko added some sparks to my day. Getting more and more worried about my group assignements... Due date is just days away and progress is still at snail-pace. Although I'm putting a brave front and try to be optimistic about it, deep down I'm feeling extremely uncomfortable about it. Everybody seems to be busy with something all the time and getting all to meet is so difficult... A sense of failure is slowly creeping in...
经过了风花雪月,
心中本应该平静。
却为何有股怒火,
依然熊熊燃烧着?
12:05 AM
Received a email from Mieko today!! So happy to finally hear from her. Seems like she is doing fine, back at her hometown at Hokkaido. She did wrote that she initally had some problems settling to the colder weather in Hokkaido but she is fine now. She also wants me to send her regards to all her NTUSD buddies!! Hope to hear from her again soon...
I have received a few calls from my frenz asking me how I fared in the karaoke audition. Thank you all very much for your support and concern. I've did my best and I'll leave things to fate.
Of course today is NDP. Stayed at home and watched the parade for the first time since 1994. Don't ask me why I never watched it... It just doesn't attracts me enough. Well, after watching the parade today, It simply strengthen my belief on that. Besides getting briefly excited seeing the SOKA menbers performing, the rest just lacked the oomph factor. Mind, I'm not discrediting those hard work put in by all the performers. Their efforts should and derserve our applause. However, I'm just disappointed that every single year, the NDP dished out similar fare. Even the NDP "special" theme songs sound relatively the same tune every year. Surely our citizens can do better than that!! The organisers or cheorgraphers is simply belittle and not making full use of the capabilities of each and every performers out there today. However, I'm sure every performers were enjoying themselves. (Although I don't think I can say the same about those poor guys in the matching contingent. I've bet they must be cursing and swearing and thinking when will the bloody parade ever gonna to end so that they can rest their sore and painful feets!!) And for GOD SAKE, can we get someone who has the creativity to compose our NDP theme song? I'm sure there are a lot of talents within out great country who can do a much better job. Anyway, Happy 40th Birthday Singapore!! This is definitely the best country to be in. Its just too bad that we are unable to give her a grand and entertaining party that she deserved...
1:27 AM
Yup, look like I've caught the Blur-as-a-Sotong Syndrome. I actually bought a empty CD casing for my karaoke audition today!! Luckily I was allowed to re-scheldue my audition to tomorrow evening. Still stayed behind to support the rest. Mark and Ben sang really well!! I'm pretty sure they are in the final. I think in a way its a good thing that they are in a different category from me. I have 2 less fierce competitors to worry about. But then again, I heard some pretty good Chinese category singers as well. Geraldine impressed me, and so did Hui Hsien. There was also another guy who is no doubt the best performer throughout the whole day. Must admit the competition is pretty strong, but I'm still quietly confident of my chance, if I don't get too nervous and perform to my usual standard.
Tomorrow there is still marketing mini test which I have not yet studied for. Haiz... looks like I will be burning midnight oil again. The Charity Shield had just ended as I'm writing this. Glad that my beloved Arsenal has lost to Chelski. Based on past history, Charity Shield winner will not win the Permiership title. That means Chelski will NOT WIN this season!! Cheers!! More importantly, Gunners was the better side, only to be suckered-punch by two Drogba's goals. Frabregas did well to grab a goal back for the Gunners, after some good work on the right flank by Ljungberg. Seems like Vieria isn't badly missed. Looking forward to a good season ahead for the Gunners. However, Henry still hasn't hit form. Hasn't look his usual vava-vroom self, since pre-season started. Maybe the captaincy has added an unncessary pressure on him? Hopefully I'm just being a worry-wart and Henry will strut his stuff when the season offically start, beginning from the home match against Newcastle.
12:00 AM
Went to class today and saw Stef wearing a yellow scarf/hairband. Though she look really cute in that!! Match her very much!! Heard that Mush isn't in a good mood today. Feel so guilty that I didn't noticed that. What a lousy friend I am! She left earlier, mid-way through the class. Haiz, very disappointed with my insensitiveness...
Make some progress with my Law assignment. Finished the first question and hopefully I can finished the rest of the assignment by Tuesday.
Juz finished MSNing Leona. So happy for her that she has finally recovered from her toublesome cough! She can finally revert to some normality. Wonder if that is prove that my chanting has helped her... Anyway, wish her luck tomorrow in consulting her love-troubled friend. I'm sure she will succeed in solving her friend's problem.
Sunday has been confirmed as the date of the audition. I have decided upon 你变了by苏永康. I must say it came quite unexpectedly. Mine original choice was 爱一个人好难and has even bought the VCD, but after listening to all the songs in the VCD, I chose another one instead. Fate is something so strange... Hopefully its a last-minute change that works out fine...
12:21 AM
Stef came to class with a new hairdo and I must admit she looks pretty good. The shorter hair makes her look younger, or should I say look more her age. Glad that she didn't listen to me and like-mindness and go ahead with the change of hairstyle!!
The karaoke audition is drawing near and I still have no idea what to sing on that day. Haiz... hopefully I will have an answer by tomorrow after K-lunch. After K-lunch will be my accounting lesson. At least that's something to look forward to. Then, there will be marketing assignment discussion after the lesson. I feel so inadequate... hardly found any new information on the net and worse of all, getting a rejection email reply from MOS-Burger for assistance... To think they are supposedly to be a societal-responsible organisation!! What's more, they have being established in
Leona is still down with her cough... She just can't seem to shake it off. Chanting hard that she will recover soon. Oh, most importantly, today is Joseph's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Joseph!! May you have a successful and smooth road in your future endeavours!!
1:32 AM
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