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I believe in Hope and Faith.
With true Faith, Hope will comes.
With Hope, Faith will bloossm.
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1:24 AM
You are Ready to Date Again
If you're not out there already, you should be.
Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship.
Any girl you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage.
Congratulations, you've gotten completely over her.
Now, on to a better girl :-)
It's time for you to start dating!
Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites.
Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.
Actually I'm not too sure if this is accurate... The questions are made more for the ladies than for guys. But what the heck?? See that!! I'm READY TO DATE!! C'mon all the single and available gals out there!! I'm ready to rock your world!! HAHA!! (Feel so crappy!! :p)Your Ideal Hairstyle:
I had this hair-style some year back... Look dreamy in this hair-style but not really suitable for me since I've reservist every year which mean I've to cut it after one painstaking year of growing and grooming the hair to this length...You Are Cyclops
Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.
Power: force beams from your eyes
Great... I'm a X-men character which I'm not too fond of... Does that mean that I actually dislike myself?? However, I think the comment is pretty accurate though...You Are 47% Addicted to Love
Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!
Hmm... Really don't know how to react to this result.You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.
Pretty accurate!! Although the part about me being unemotional is only true when I faced with people whom I don't give a damn about.Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
I almost laugh my head off with this result!! I like stage performances, that I don't deny. But make a career out of it is just pure fantasy...
12:31 AM
Being accused today at work for something I have never done...again!! She has always choosen the "reprimand-before-hearing-explanation" mentality against me.I used to feel extremely fustrated and irritated about her behaviour and attitude towards me. However, I have since dug deep and try to find a reason and better understanding of the whole situation. Daishonin Buddhism has taught me that everything in life is a balance of cause and effect. So I begin to ask myself: What have I done to be suffering this unreasonable behaviour from my so-called supervisor? After calmly thinking through, I realised its actually a erdicating of my bad karma because I'm guilty of at times treating my brother the same way my "supervisor" treats me. Understanding that, instead of anger and fustration, I actually feel comfort that the incident has given me the chance to take a better look at myself and my faults and a opportunity to change myself to be a better person and brother. So in a funny sort of way, I should be grateful that she has been unreasonable towards me, although I sincerely hope this will change soon in the near future.
I love NDB!!
2:50 AM
Pondering a question a friend ask me a few day back...
"Are you truly ready to commit yourself to a new relationship?"
I stumbled on this question and never really gave my friend an direct answer.
I guess I'll never know until I meet a "potential" one.
Anyway, I don't think the question shouldn't be if I'm ready to commit.
Instead its more of if I still have the courage to ask.
To tell the girl honestly how I feel about her.
Rejection is something that is getting harder and harder to swallow,
as one grows older and older.
Not that I'll get upset over rejection.
Rather I'll begin to question myself if there's is something wrong with me.
I'll starts to have an inferior complex of myself.
Then it will take some time to gain back my confident,
and then whole cycle will begin again...
Love is sweet yet bitter at the same time.
When its around, you trouble over it.
When its gone, you wonder when it will be back.
Although love can be a headache,
But there is no denying all of us need it.
That's why we're human...
9:18 PM
Feel so sorry for this blog of mine... Hasn't been updating it for quite some time and I just missed celebrating its one yrs old birthday on the 15 May. If this blog has a life, it would have been real angry at me, I guessed...
So pre-occupied with other things, I can no longer find time to properly maintain this blog of mine. Weekdays are spent working OT or having night classes. Weekends are used to involve myself in NTUSD activities and also preparing for my exams. Add on to helping my couple of friends facing difficulties and my stupid brother hogging the computer all the times doesn't help the matter either. Now I can fully understand one of the entries in Wendy-J's blog. She said that it will become harder to update her blog when she starts working. Although I've started working long ago, the crunch time is only until recently. Juggling work and study has taken its toil on me. I feel really, really tired everyday. Already for a couple of times, I would fall asleep on bus or MRT and missed my stop. When I got home, I could hardly focus my eyes on the moniter or TV screen as they are so tired after abusing them the whole day at work. I'm not complaining. Rather, I'm more worried how am I going to cope when next semester starts. After discussing with my bosses at work, I knew for sure for workload is gonna increased in the next feel coming months, provided I'm still willing to stay at the company (actually I have serious thoughts of quitting and look for new pastures for the past 2 weeks or so. However, that another story for another day...). Besides my increased workload, I'll be taking more modules next semester than the current one. If this past couple of months is an indicator, I shudder to think how am I going to juggle so many things at one go?? I'll probably need help and guidance from the Gohonzon more than ever...
I wonder if its the effect of tiredness, but lately, I started to feel kinda lonely. I know it doesn't make sense, since I'm so involved in gakkai activites and helping out my friends all this while. However, there are times, when I'm having lunch or walking my way back to home, I can't help but feel lonely. Probably lonely in the sense that I cannot find someone who I can comfortably pour my own problems and fustrations out to, without having to consider what to tell or not to tell that person. Single-o-sydnrome? Maybe. I don't really know. Cos sometimes I do enjoy the kind of freedom a single entitles. Maybe that is the price one has to pay... Haha...:(
轻风吹走路上的落叶,
推动了那巨大的帆船。
但它却吹不走我的烦恼,
推动不了我疲惫的身躯。
有谁愿意听我诉说,
我的辛酸,我的争扎?
有谁能真心与我分享,
我的喜悦,我的胜利。
当遇到了快乐与悲伤,
能够一起分享与承担,
除了自己还是自己时,
快乐失去了光芒,
悲伤也变得无聊。
7:46 AM
When things are not going well,
When I need some encouragement.
When I need a second opinion,
When I need someone to knock some sense into my head,
Fortunately, you are always there for me.
You will cheer me up with your nonsensical action.
You will show me a different side of the stories.
You will reprimand me when I go into self-deprecating mood.
Thank you very much for being there for me.
And thank you for the lip balm!!
When work becomes tougher,
When colleagues becomes harder to fanthom,
You become a breath of fresh air for me.
When I'm down and unhappy,
You're the only in office who noticed it.
And show geniune concern about me.
I appreciate that deeply.
Thank you for trusting me and confide your problem with me.
Thank you for being a caring friend who's there for me.
I do not know what I'll gain from current work,
But I know I've definitely gain a great friend!!
11:33 PM
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